Adult Blogger: BIG NATURALS BIGNATURALS.COM were the words so completely unexpected. I'd like it if we could get together sometime, for coffee, maybe for lunch. It wasn't a question, would you like to? No, it was, I'd like it if, a statement, to me it was much more than a statement, it was her disclosure. An invitation, yes, but it was how she said it, laying it out for me, letting me see it, her intention, her interest, her interest in me.
I was stunned. It shook me, disoriented me, shoved aside my concept of how it all was. My middle-aged resignation, too many years of feeling undesired, it was all shattered in an instant by her words. She says that I didn't answer for long seconds. She says that she laughed at that, at her effect on me, her power over me.
I remember an explosion of chaos in my mind, nonsensical thoughts. This was Jenn was putting her up to a joke. How cruel! What had I done to deserve it anyway? Jenn and I got on well. And this wasn't something Jenn would do anyway. Maybe Josie had been my student too, teasing me because I had forgotten her, a prank call. But no, that would be absurd. And I would never forget that face, that smile.
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